At the brink of Solitude
The part of
the plan was to be happy and enjoy the miracle of life. This was such a great
purpose that sometimes gave me the chills. I had made friends and the
interesting part was , that they were there for me too when I needed them. My
best friend and colleague supported me when I was in need. She was a really
enjoyable, dependable and trustful person. That’s what I liked about her. And
now I really do appreciate her intelligence, great mind and honesty. It is as
if someone up there, a hidden, miraculous force comes and gives you a hand when
you are so much in need. I never thought I could find people I could depend
upon. This was a dream of mine that followed me and now I can see it finally
fulfilled. As for my inner stability, my resurrection the best thing was to get
a dependable enjoyable accommodation that only happy and honest people enjoy.
For such a formidable ideal
situation to happen I have to be a honest and promiscuous authority. This is one
desiderate of mine that I strive to keep and make use of. The state of homeostasis
is very ingenious particularly when wanting to be protected and then you might
want to reach the ticcun state
nevertheless. Being a parent is not always an easy job or task, it involves
many talents and lots of love. Therefore it is such great surprise when you
come home and you see your child that is growing every day. Nothing in this
world is more formidable than having a child. Children are the greatest wonders
of the world and someone must become aware of it at the right time. The very
trustful child is there and reaches for its mum and it must always reach for
her as long as they remain together. More than anything in the world is the
love of the mother for her child. It is like a beacon and a lamp that guides
her through all the dark places of the earth. Even though time passes by, the bond
and the affection that mothers and daughters share can not be broken by anything.
This is why the dearest child of mine is like the sunshine to me. On this matter
I thought I could explain myself very clearly so that I had a very genuine
relationship with her. This bond can not
be broken by anyone. On many occasions, I had seen her in my dreams and she was
a special gift from God and I knew that she would become my guiding light as it
was a fortune to become a mother. A treasure that I will always cherish and
most of all love. Thus, I can become aware of the fact that nothing could be
more precious than she. Teaching her the very best things and the fascinating
truisms might make her see that love and friendship are the most valuableand
precious gifts that a person can possess. Once you get used to the taste of
sweet love you can never get enough of it. The sooner one gets aware of this,
the better.
Much has been said about love
but a real description of the term is very hard to attain. Nobody knows what
the future may bring but in some ways it might be true. Any single part of them
might become somehow belittled. The silly part of it is that you can get a
feeling of insecurity and indecision. What is it that some people don’t
understand? Does it take many falls to see the light? Does anyone have to be in
the limelight to get it? For the largest part of the people the matte of seeing
the light is very problematic. What I should be recounting is the feeling of
love and I might recall all the love I got back from my daughter. Her smile is
the best gift I could ever get. Much has
been said about fear but I do not recall ever possessing it that much. In time
many wounds might be healed and I guess that should be somehow a kind of consolation
(isolation). This is the best part of it. Some people are inconsolable.
Not to be in
control of all things is also a truism that I come to acknowledge with time. It
was best to reach a great state of pleasure and to determine what the most
common pleasure of the earth might be. Thus, I reached the conclusion that it
was only love that could make someone really happy. What would we be without
love? What would become of us? The mere truth just made me shiver. I could
acknowledge the fact that I could not live without love and that I had to feel
it all around me. Be it as it may there was no better truth. No one was feeling
luckier than I and I knew I could depend upon the people that I loved.
Best start I had. Just because I was born in a town does not mean
anything. According to some wise men it is better to have patience and be
humble that to be inpatient and too proud. These latter characteristics only
lead to bitterness and anger which is not a state of mind one can strive for.
Where it for the change I guess I do not know. Some things could be changed but
I guess I do not know if I am capable of change or if I really wanted it so
much. No one really knows at on e point. I guess what I really want is the best
of the child. Thus there comes a point when it may fly to its nest. This is the
most important target for her. This is an option as it is a natural predicament.
What could be more important than having your own family? Her job should be
very important to her as she has to earn to become secure and confident of
herself. These are the proper education traits a mother can teach a child to
embrace. Nevertheless the older you become in time the wiser and more confident
you become. Hence, I like the sunshine and I always will enjoy the sea. The sea
gives you a feeling of ethereal presence which can not be adumbrated. The best
of all the feelings remains the feeling of eternal love and the fact that it
can not be broken. Must we all see with our own eyes the fact that our acts
have consequences? I guess sometimes there is a need for that but we ignore the
signs. What does it matter where the wind blows? No one can alter the
direction. The best things on could do are to wait. Time is on whose side? More
wonders and solitude. Why should it matter so much if you win or lose? There is
a terrible blow one gets in life. This thing gets you on the right track. I
lost much on some part but I gained much on the other. I learned to preserve my
distance and coolness. It is a straightforward behavior. Nothing is as
important as your capability to see things straight and to enjoy a purple view
of life. Better dedicate yourself to straightforwardness and certitude. You can
not lose much. As a matter of fact you gain and it lifts you up because you
know you have done your best. Which is the best cure for a disease? Only love. Therefore
I praise this feeling because it is seldom to be found. Immersed in this exhilaration
I noticed that it was such a glory to be blessed. No one could tell me that I
was left out in the dark. I was once afraid of the dark but it was the fact
that I was a little afraid of the dark but that was long ago. Those days I was
a little bit afraid of what might the future bring and I got tempted. Inspired
I was yeah and I know that it was good. I tried it all and I knew I had won
because I hold on to the truth. My one dream was not shattered and I knew I got
it right that time. One gets to see many exhibits and thus is always aware of his own importance in the
world. The plane I flew in was very robust and I thought that maybe one day I
could even pilot one. What an exhilarating feeling this must be. To have the
world at your feet. To feel all the good excitement you think you have lost.
Nowadays we sit and wonder how it will be when we become old, mere shadows.
Such a good portrait that we draw of ourselves, never knowing if you get at the
core of things. The best thing to do will be to forget past memories and to
learn to forget. This way you learn from your mistakes, thus probably knowing
we are not to repeat them once again. What other guaranty do we have? Shall we
trust our friends? It is an imperative of ours to collect as many good memories
as we can while we breathe on this earth. It shan’t be hard as long as we
believe in ourselves and in our God given abilities and blessings. Maybe one day
being in search of light, we realize we can become a part of the universe. What
is even better is that we learn to share many thoughts and impressions. Nothing
could be further from the truth than a glimpse of the solitude one gets on
earth. Becoming more aware of yourself and of other particular things. Better
to become that to give up. It is a truth I became conscientious of. Much more
could be said if I had the all stamina but I refrain for now…..The better I become
the more I know…….
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