One ivy day

It is such a glory to see that life is full of wonders.  No one knows why but I fully subscribe to this dictum. Perhaps the fact that I read many books, gave me a fuller view of life. Such is the miracle that I found, no matter how far one may go, hence I succeeded in caressing my favorite dog and even a stray dog. They are really good pals. One can certainly depend on them.
Dependable creatures are the ones more easily loved, but I guess I surely love other creatures, too. I love deer, elephants, goldfish, antelopes, zebras and even kangaroos. No one can imagine that I really love vegetarian food. It really tastes good. Best tastes come with the habit of enjoying and trying out all kinds of best foods. Sweet potatoes were vegetables that I never did try out but I guess that they may come as a surprise to me. All in one I should be happy to see that I somehow tasted as many vegetables as possible. No matter how long it may take I can say that I have to be patient and see how things and relationships improve with time. For the time being I may say I have not changed much, only some perspectives differ. The best thing to do was to give and feel a great pleasure when doing it. In fact I almost get excited when I receive a small, nice gift.  The best of my friends are neat and become very excited when they see me. I always encountered someone that could have a significant impact on my future. Thus, I tried to alter the path I sometimes enjoyed. Better not try to drink too much coffee because you might get high blood pressure. In some foreseeable future the train is to be kept waiting, although I like to say that hot coffee must be dangerous. Women are preferred to have a smooth complexion. It should not come as a disappointment to see great people sometimes feeling dominated and feeling much less superior than they ought to. Then they try to dominate you by saying harsh things and by becoming rude, but they just fail to get you….or to get to you….they simply can not get on you nerves….I call these people demented particulars….they are highly incompetent and deserve only your disrespect and ignorance….be it as it may, it is not very nice to be unpolite to elderly people …..quasi half-learned. These people become more and more rudely with time….they should be banished when their time comes.   However, the best things in life are free, truly….the love of a child….the promise of the future…the certitude of a friend’s support ….many things come and go…pass out with time…only love remains stable….so it is better not to sit and wonder idf the person you love does not share your love or that children are misbehaved ….they respond very freely and do not disregard the parents’ affection for them…in fact they really love their parents and become a truly unique present for them….who knows what the future brings….
One personal and delicate tiny thing I admired, was the smile on my child’s face….that was why I had to see her on a daily basis…I caught her sight and fell in love with her. Such a sweet child…these were the features one cared for. With such a great treasure as a child…I could be very happy….no one could argue about that…what was the most feeble creature in the past….in those days when I had to be very thoughtful I knew I could depend on a certain person…that was on me and on my sweet child…..no argument about that….should I discuss matters more profoundly? Better think before you speak…that was what I was taught…. Nevertheless, who could forget a sunny afternoon or a Christmas dinner? Perhaps my only recollection of the past was the great adventures I had on my journeys and the fact that I had a great companion with me all the time. Nonetheless, no on should be scared of death. It is inevitable and somehow unexpected …..we must beware old enemies….I guess they are really despicable….but friendliness is such a great treasure everyone should care within himself….it is important to see that people care for oneself in hard times…On one hand some are defiant and on the other pretty helpful…..Despising demented particulars comes automatically and all great minds should learn how to do that….Most importantly it is to get accustomed to the new requirements and the new stages and somehow reject all privileges….best things that get us going and moving….after all we have many possibilities that we sometimes don’t take into account…..the rougher one gets the more he wants to stay cool and detached . Besides who gets to be happy all the time? It is only by abandonment that we get to see the light….it makes us shiver when we see a beautiful mind, a face or even a beautiful flower…..once you have seen better days you wish them to remain and that you might get to participate in all the wonders of the universe…..I should think that perhaps I could be lucky…because I am very robust and even more transfused. No wonder I can not supersede me. I stay as I am and therefore I remain true to my inner thoughts and my own stupefaction. Getting on a real track I was measuring my own abilities and sometimes my misfortunes …… Besides who knew better than I what should be done…For instance the people I loved were there to give me a sign when I needed them the most indeed it is a blessing to know you count on your friends ….they know even my deep wishes and my desires….such an opportunity I can not miss…I  guess I can not count my blessings….my child on one hand and my own inner stability…better to help yourself and solve your problems than suffer even more….not that I regard myself as selfish but the fact that some regard selfishness in a relative way could somehow save me from this inner fault…disdain is always somehow very powerful and only powerful people manage to overcome this feeling….do I need a triumvirate?...a moment of truth….it might be that I can swim very quickly and that I can get acquainted to some dolphins or reefs…. Even jelly fish might do. What is it that I mostly enjoy about the sea? It is its infinity and greatness, the fabulous stretching, the semblance to a divine grace, its truthfulness, its waves….and most of all the meanders they leave behind…Once we have seen the most colorful sky we can not let go…it is as if it would make us want to achieve higher goals…depending on the stake….marvelous are God’s ways and we can not help embracing all God given circumstances…it is on such a day that you become more aware, more conscientious and even less extrovert.

Once you got high

It is a very impressive thing that one can achieve various goals. My only prospective wish was to develop a tremendous knowledge, a step that made me feel thousand times wiser and more confident. Good to know and strive for more.

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